went out to town with the lovely shaddup peeps :)

went to shop shop around and have dinner.

i must admit the girls and guys of shaddup can really shop!

and we are all super duper camwhores also.

this time round we broked the record and i had to create 2 fb albums to accomodate the 235 photos we took.

the outing was really fun.

but something just seems to be bothering me and i can’t really figure out what is it.

it’s like from time to time my mind will like drift away and then i’ll start stoning and then i’ll drift back again.

shit.

it’s raining tonight.

and rainy nights are the most emo nights.

but somehow, somtimes i do enjoy the moments when i’m emo-ing alone at home, playing my favourite emo songs and simply doing nothing much.

its kind of sadistic, to like listen to emo songs and make myself feel more emo!



friends are very impt to me.

and sometimes i’m guilty that i’m actually treating my friends better than my family.

and my family is always there for me when i’m in need of help.

when i’m sick or what i’m mum is always always always there to take care of me.

when i’m down with a fever, she will like check on me every few hours, even if its like in the wee hours.

i’m super contented already, that i have such a supportive family.

i don’t really have anything much to worry about on the family side.

on the friends side, i always think alot and thus i will always emo alot when it comes to this.

well well.

but i’m pretty satisfied already, so long as i have a few best friends who i can talk to, nearly about anything!

now there are things that are missing in my life.

and it just doesn’t seem to come easily.

at least for my case, it doesn’t.

and on friday, i did something that i didn’t thought i would have the courage to do.

and i was happy with that courage that i forced myself to have.

but whatever happens next, i shall accept it :)



Yea i know it's like the 3rd time or what that i'm posting this music video on my blog.
Super-emo song.

Labels: emo, night, rainy

After 2 weeks of slack schooling.

Tutorials are rolling in!

Got a sms when i was on the way to school.

“SC1101ETut1 outline : Above now in workbin. Have fun.”

Sick lor. still include the “have fun” part –_-.

Now i got 3 tutorials, 1 project, few readings to do.

Oh shit i shld really stop slacking infront of my lappy and start working.

Anyone wanna be my study buddy!?


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Ytd’s lecture was damn funny.

There’s this quite old lecturer who is not very comfortable with IT stuffs and that include the lappy that he was using to do his lectures.

Halfway through his lecture, something popped out from the screen.

It was some Windows Update thingy that is prompting him that the system is gonna restart in like 1min if he doesn’t choose for it to restart later.

Then the whole LT saw the pop out and he was wondering how come the LT suddenly became so rowdy.

Intuitionally, i pointed out to the screen and the lecturer finally found out why.

But the funny thing is, he didnt know what was that about, so he just clicked okay or what and it happens to be the option, “Restart 10mins later”.

10mins later, the lappy automatically rebooted.

The lecturer was like, WTH, is it because the Ghost Month just started that’s why this is happening to me.

The whole LT was like laughing madly la.

Feels kinda bad, but in such cases, normally ppl will just laugh it off and not bother to enlighten the lecturer.


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I feel that i’ve changed.

Ever since dunno when.

I was looking back at my past blogpost(that’s the benefit of blogging), posts that i posted when i was super free, before sch started.

there were alot of emo-ing post.

and it was sort of a period for me to sort out my thinkings.

people have new year resolution.

i have a turning 21 resolution.

21 is like.

no longer a teenager.

seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, all the teen teen teen is gone.

and im no longer just 20.

i like the number 20.

now im 21!
(soon i mean)

i cant be stagnated all the while.

today i was taught in the social work lecture that human beings, during the adolescence period, will start to wonder,

“What kind of person i am? What can i achieve?”

that is the stage in which people start searching for their identity.

and the definition for adolescence is 12-20years old.

and i’m passed that age already!

for young adults, 20-40 years old, you will have a peak period in development especially physically.

lol.

Okay okay, coming back to realife.

Year 2009 is a special year, to me, i’ve matured alot in terms of my thinking.

I’ve learnt to accept myself for who i am.

And not always trying to accommodate to people or the general crowd or other people's thinkings.

I really hope the change is for good and not a temporary one.

I rmb seeing someone said that, the aim for us now is, to simply look good in school and get the certs.

"Ying Xin likes this"

OKAY.

Gonna end the post abruptly.

I used like hours to complete this post.

Was distracted by MSN, youtube and stuffs.

I swear i gonna go do my tutorials now.

If not i wont have free time on the weekends!

BAHHHH.

BYEE!

Labels: emo, school work, tutorial