went out to town with the lovely shaddup peeps :)

went to shop shop around and have dinner.

i must admit the girls and guys of shaddup can really shop!

and we are all super duper camwhores also.

this time round we broked the record and i had to create 2 fb albums to accomodate the 235 photos we took.

the outing was really fun.

but something just seems to be bothering me and i can’t really figure out what is it.

it’s like from time to time my mind will like drift away and then i’ll start stoning and then i’ll drift back again.

shit.

it’s raining tonight.

and rainy nights are the most emo nights.

but somehow, somtimes i do enjoy the moments when i’m emo-ing alone at home, playing my favourite emo songs and simply doing nothing much.

its kind of sadistic, to like listen to emo songs and make myself feel more emo!



friends are very impt to me.

and sometimes i’m guilty that i’m actually treating my friends better than my family.

and my family is always there for me when i’m in need of help.

when i’m sick or what i’m mum is always always always there to take care of me.

when i’m down with a fever, she will like check on me every few hours, even if its like in the wee hours.

i’m super contented already, that i have such a supportive family.

i don’t really have anything much to worry about on the family side.

on the friends side, i always think alot and thus i will always emo alot when it comes to this.

well well.

but i’m pretty satisfied already, so long as i have a few best friends who i can talk to, nearly about anything!

now there are things that are missing in my life.

and it just doesn’t seem to come easily.

at least for my case, it doesn’t.

and on friday, i did something that i didn’t thought i would have the courage to do.

and i was happy with that courage that i forced myself to have.

but whatever happens next, i shall accept it :)



Yea i know it's like the 3rd time or what that i'm posting this music video on my blog.
Super-emo song.

Labels: emo, night, rainy