its been 8 years.

from when i was still a primary 6 kid.
kokseng, my primary sch mate reconmended her album to me.

shes was all over the television ads at that time.

that was the very first mandarin album that i bought.
没有一个女生，能像她这样唱歌。

for 8 years, all her 11 albums.

im still waiting for her 12th.
and her debut movie.

although shes been away for 1year+ alrdy.
we've not forgotten her.

found this today.
http://grandenough.blogspot.com/

it was a mixed feeling.
both happy, excited and careful and the same time.

to be happy and excited is a obvious why.

but why careful?

abel seems to be keeping us in suspense.
many of her followers still dare not believe 100% that its her.

on another note, we are afraid that we've intruded her privacy.

there are just to many evidence that just points to the truth that abel is her.

how many souls in the world,

-turned 30 on 23th July 2008.
-is a 8 year old singer and sells millions of CDs.
-attended taiwan GMA 08
-helped out personally at sichuan earthquake.
-is a singaporean.

and how can a 40 year old man have a bf.

like what many fans in the forum said, abel is leaving many traces of evidence for us to discover who abel is.

even if its not her, abel must be a BIG FAN of her too.

and who has the power to draw 300comments to her blog overnight.
and many topics opened in many forums about her blog.

and most importantly, her writing style.

here's a post that she wrote officially in her record company's forum.
she've not been doing so for half a year already.

"HEYYYY.....

howdy.
I know I know, I've been bad. Been neglectful,
self-absorbed and carefree. But you know me.

First of all, HAPPY CHINESE
NEW YEAR! My mom is making the 7th day dish. It's made up of 7 vegetables (I
think I've mentioned this before no?), and my grandmother used to make it for
the whole family. I'm sure we would be missing her while stuffing our faces.
Actually, even if we're not stuffing our faces.

I've taken to fairy
tales these days. Literary reads are too mind boggling. The last one i read was
Seven Types of Ambiguity by Elliot Perlman. It took me a looooong time. Now this
fella is self absorbed!! I'm just a peanut next to him. So now I'm reading
Angela Carter's fairy tales, probably meant for little pubescent girls but I
don't really care.

Today I went out for some errands and the shop
assistant asked me when I'm releasing my next album. She said she was tired of
singing the old songs over and over again.

!!??!!

I managed a
polite smile and said "I don't know."

Serious stuff aside, here's
something trivial to share with my girl fans:
DO NOT GO FOR LASH EXTENSIONS.
I happily tried them out and have been regretting it 2 days after. They look
hard and laquered and may cause EYE INFECTIONS. I had to take my little scissors
and snip them away. So right now, half of my lashes are about 1mm short. Lovely.

alrighty, I reckon I would see some of you soon, and some, not so soon.
I hope I'm still your drug Wink

Happy Valentine's day.

Love
(signed off by her.)"

for now, ill choose to believe that its her.
im getting in love with her personal self.

to me, shes will always be the BEST.