I sort of miss the primitive and carefree life that i was leading, before the current stage of my life begin.

I think i’m getting a bit of becoming urban-phobic.

I get very frustrated when there’s 1 person who will stroll like nobody’s business in a stream of crowd and then slowly read his SMS on his handphone and pretend that he’s in a park and that hes not blocking the freaking pathway.

And i hate it when ppl walk in pairs and the pathway can only hold like 2 human beings.

Worststill, they will like walk ba long long and then swing their arms really like they are walking in the park!

Then if you were to overtake them, you have to risk getting swiped by their gigantic arms.

Especially for guys, more risky.

And theres another one.

yb kl and me were taking the internal shuttle in NUS and we boarded a very packed one and yb was the last one to board.

so me and kl tried to pull yb up as the driver tries to close the door.

it was after countless attempts by the driver and kl having to hold onto yb then can the door be closed.

then we finally have time to look around us.

and guess what!

the whole middle section of the bus was empty!

and theres even a empty seat!

FREAK.

and those ppl around the door still saw us trying to get our poor friend up the bus and nobody bothered to move in!

kl and me was damn angry la.

like WTH, we thought the bus was packed like sardine.

but it wasn’t!

FREAKKKKK.

It will be endless if i were to recall all of them and talk abt them here.

I seriously think Singapore is having a serious problem of over-crowding.

So much so about bringing foreign talents and welcoming them with open arms.

Lets not talk about jobs competition first, lets talk about our basic breathing space!

Awwww…


I think its time i show something that is pleasing to the eyes…



"Photos that i like"

I miss the greenery, the sun, fresh air, the great outdoors!



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So many things are going through my mind.

And i think its a great accomplishment on my side already.

That i’m able to multi-task till this extent.

There are many task that i cant complete it by myself.

And i’m seriously not getting the support from ppl around me.

And those are ppl that i know for at least a handful of years.

To be frank, i gave up already, for this matter i mean, not giving up life or what.

Freak.

There’s school, yes shit the tutorial balloting.

New friends. Up-coming activities that i’ve promised. School work. Month of August. A sick body.

Aww.

I’ll spare a day this weekend to be my “recuperating day”.

I need to sweat it out.

God pls bless me with good health tml so that i can go exercise.


Oh yesss and!

I think the computer and television’s radiation in my room is killing me.

There are nights when i leave my laptop on and i tend to have lousy quality of sleep and i wake up feeling pissed and not-fully-recharged.

Then i’ll try for one night when i’ll switch off all the electric appliances and all the socket, except my fan.

Then surprisingly, i had a better night.

But for the daytime, i still need something to shield off the radiation.

Maybe i should visit Daiso @ SSC to buy those charcoal thingy or maybe i should just get a pot of plant.

OH my.

Maybe the very first thing that i shld do is to sleep early!

BYE BYE.


P/S : I miss my hairrr.

Labels: emotions, pictures

Picture taken, Shanghai China.

I dunno why.

Recently, it has been rather difficult for me to contain my ANGER.

I could still rmb how easily i got really flared up at some ppl.

I would feel the sudden urge to just grab whatever that is near me and just throw it infront of that person and roar at them.

FREAK.

What happened to me.

I doubt its the other party’s fault.

But life’s wasn’t that bad for me too, what was i gripping onto.


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On the other hand, i’m excited about school.

Despite the many wet blankets from the girl friends who had the experience for 2 years already.

SO i guess, when school starts, i will be cursing at how stupid i was to be excited about school.

It’s just like, when you’re a kid, you will watch the adults and want to be like them,

goes to work->home->rest->sleep.

but for the kids,
school->home->homework->sleep

there’s the stupid homework part, cant even rest when we are at home, not forgetting the EXAMS!

then when we are adults, we will reminisce the carefree and innocent(no back-stabbing and politics) world.

YUCKS.

that’s life, you always want what you cant get.

Labels: angry, emotions, life

Noticed that i’ve been quite reluctant in blogging and things that i blog about are mostly about events.

2009 is the year which i foresee that there will be lots of changes and new things for me to expect.

And one of them is me turning 21st !

The scary adulthood.

And the most irritating part, celebrating it!

Although the actual date is like still quite far, its 30th August pls rmb~

People around me are already celebrating their 21st.

And its getting stressful for me.

I was thinking, why go thru all the trouble to organise a HUGE HUGE chalet and then tire yourself out, entertain everybody but yourself and that’s how you spent your so called “IMPT KEY TO ADULTHOOD BDAY”

I guess i’ll just follow cy’s plan, save up, book a short holiday and just be begone for that period.

And my birthday falls on a Sunday, so its possible for a holiday during the weekends and school shouldn’t be that busy yet.



P/S : My body clock is pretty screwed-up. I'm supposed to wait up tml at 10am for some gyming session and i'm still wide-awake now.

I'm so deadmeat.

Labels: emotions, random