I can share, but first you need to show that I can tell you things.

Sudden realization that I am already turning 24 and am no longer a youth and will soon not be a student anymore.

I need to be more independent and more socially successful.

Tonight is one of the emo night that I think, was exactly what one of my friend was experiencing recently.

I feel that I am so insufficient in many areas.

A part of me want school to start faster so that I can be relieved of all this emo times when I'm too free.

The other part of me is screaming for time to pass slower so that I can spend more time exploring what I really need and want and in pursuing the things that I want.

I need time.

I hate nights like this.

I just read a friend's blog and I can totally feel him and all those thoughts were the exact thing that ran through my mind some time ago.

It's so hard, it is just so hard.