as i grow older and older and my age increases, my tolerance level seems to be going the other direction(dropping).

i rmb my sec sch friend told me that i changed pretty much since sec sch.

and i guess this change is still on-going.

nowadays i get enraged easily and oh i forgot to blog abt something which i wanted to blog. ( i always think of stuffs to blog abt outside and when i reach home, i totally forgot what i want to blog.)

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anyway, it happened when i went sentosa which is weeks ago alrdy.

after sentosa we went to the hawker centre opp vivo to eat.

i wanted to eat char kway teow so i went to look for that same stall where i ate during arts camp.

reached the stall and i saw a chinese english-speaking couple at the end of the queue.

i stood behind them and i rmb that the couple glanced back once(normally when people suddenly stand close to u, u will just anyhow glance one time right, to be kaypoh or what)

then i stood there for 10secs and a indian came to stand at the side of the couple, and he just stood there. (which means he is queuing alrdy)

then i asked him " are you queuing?"

indian man: "ya of course you are out of the queue"

"what?! i was here before you and you are saying that i'm out of the queue?"

indian man: "yaaa you are out of the queue can't you see the queue is here(pointing to where hes standing, he thinks what he say is what it counts issit?)

"no no no, i dont care, what is this. i came first, you are obviously cutting my queue!"

the couple was like looking back at us alrdy.

i was thinking if that freaking indian man dont wanna move behind me, i'll ask the couple to be my zheng4 ren2 to tell him that i came first.

after that he didnt reply and i just didn't care abt him and went on with the queue.

and at that moment i could feel my blood pressure rising and i was feeling the adrenaline rush and if the indian man really insisted in going before me, at that moment i was totally prepared to like kick up a big fuss and quarrel big time with that man and don't care about what freaking image or what i'll just scream and shout and make the whole hawker look at us and its not just abt that plate of char kway teow its about integrity!

freak.

i can still vaguely feel that anger now.

i imagine myself when i am in my jc or maybe army age, i guess the most i'll ever do is ask the indian man whether hes queueing and i won't be prepared to quarrel with him or what.

i dunno whether if this change is a good or bad thing, but other than treating strangers, this change sort of applies to my friends and maybe my family members too.

recently there was a couple of times when i was really on the verge of exploding and i was totally preparing to like crush the drinks that i was holding and smash it on the floor.
and in other event, just throw anything that i can see and freaking explode and stomp off.

grrrr.

this is starting to sound bad.



讓愛飛起來
ELVA 蕭亞軒

[破冰版]

[彩虹版]

i super like the over-feel of the MV and the melody of this songggg.

After watching both MVs, i rewatched them again and realised that the first one [破冰版] managed to make me rewatch the whole thing a second time.

the first MV has more of a story behind it and the 2nd one is just plainly the beautiful colour effects of the bubbles and pools and happy guys and girls in swimsuits.

but of course i love both MVs!
especially the special lighting effects.

tell me which one do u prefer!

and yay, got new songs to be addicted to againnnn.

something random.

quotes from pu kai yin.

"have you ever felt the gush of excitement when someone you misses, sms or calls you."

i think this feeling is even more wonderful(even when it means nth to the other party) than having people you don't love, love you.

it's back to the theory of 爱人还是被爱比较幸福.

o.O

signing off~