I'm not as funny as you think.

I'm not as strong as you think.

I'm not always cheerful and bubbly.

The need for me to churn out "interesting conversations" and to force that "smile" on my face is draining me.

Maybe it's time for some changes, maybe i'll be happier that way.





'I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain

I don't regret this life I chose for me'