didnt know they had such nice names.

spent the last 2 days practically doing nothing much at home except doing some xmas prezzies shopping.

tml’s the big big day for my 1st sem of my uni 1st year, the results day.

freak, it’s like the first time i’m checking my results in the computer.

it reminds me of the day i checked my post-BMT posting on www.ns.sg and i was damn nervous la, cause it will determine for the rest of the 2years where i’ll be going and what i’ll be doing for NS.

i swear it was equivalent-scary to getting A-levels results.

freak. im getting more and more nervous.

the whole thing about this results thingy aint that important.

cause i guess i wont fail that bad to have any detrimental effects on my CAP or my uni life.(i hope this will never happen and pls dont happen for tml!)

but its the expectations from myself, after all the hard work and stuffs.

the good grades on that computer screen tml is the recognitions that you wanna get from the efforts put in.

i’m here blogging about this exams results thingy today, the night before i’m getting back my results, because i doubt i’ll have the courage or the chance to talk about it, i’m suddenly getting really negative about this.

If anything bad turns out, pls, let there be someone to share the sorrow with, and if it turns out good, let there be someone i can share my joy and happiness with :((((



in some point of our life, we tend to think what’s our aim in life.

what are you chasing, other than the papers that we will get after 4years in uni.
what have you gain, after 4 years and then you start life as a working adult.

it’s a pretty tough question and especially for us.

my friend was telling me he’s feeling aimless, now that he’s ORD-ing and there’s still like 6months before he finally starts uni.

i told him to pick up a sport or what and he said he’s interested in picking up tennis, badminton or table-tennis.

then i told him i’m more interested in rock-climbing, swimming or gyming.

the reason i gave was that these sports will benefit more physically, in term of appearance.

turning vain, the more or less complusory stage in late adolescent or early adulthood.

I don’t usually do new year resolutions, but i guess i shall make a early resolution this time round!

Okay i think i dunno what i’m talking about now, cause it seems like my brain is filtering stuffs out that i should and should not blog about.

And i don’t really like such feelings, might as well not cont blogging about them right?

WISH ME LUCK FOR TML!

P/S : I MISS CRABBING, omg.