Again and again, the cycle continues…
One thing bad about having too much time is that you will tend to emo during this period of time.
I always describe emo-ing to be a double edge sword, whereby it often makes you feel sadder than you already were but it often makes you think harder, feel deeper and search more thorough for that inner-balance.
Some things will not be understood. I seem to be losing myself so much that sometimes, i’ll ask myself whether the change was too much, so much that i might regret it …
Not long ago, i was still looking forward and awaiting for changes in my life, now that its here and taking over my life, it seems to be too overwhelming and i’m starting to forget the previously cheerful and bubbly, happy-go-lucky myself.
Virgos are well-known for their picky-ness, their organisational skills bla bla.
I wonder is hiding your true-self, feelings and expressions a forte of a virgo as well?
Nobody, nobody has reached that level whereby i can truly pour everything out to.
The more i blog and think about all these details, the more complicated it seems to get…
So i guess i shall just have a early night and stop thinking too much…
I hope tml will be a sunny day :(
At least it makes me feel better