I was quite reluctant in writing this blog post initially.

Seems like a weird way to start this post …

Okayyy buttt!

It seems like everyday, i’ll have the tendency to come over to this little space of mine to report on things that i find them interesting or things that i wanna record down.

And when everything is blogged about, certain significant stuffs will be buried within the daily rants.

But i’m a kiasu person i guess.

So most of the time, i’ll just talk about everything that happened recently.

Something is seriously bothering me recently.

I’m guilty…
I’m guilty that i’m not able to handle different grps of friends altogether.

My mind is not flowing when i’m typing this …

I am thinking, whether sometimes, i simply think too much?

I am the kind of person whereby when i do this and that, i’ll think alot.

Like how will the person feel? What will the person think?

I not sure where the problem lies.

Or issit the case that there is simply too much things for me to handle.

The month of august is really a busy month for me.

Many things are happening simultaneously.

I really need some super-multi-tasking-power to cope me through this period.

The happy thing for me is, the stuffs that kept me busy are mostly happy events.

Things that i’ve always wanted.

Of course there are some ugly exceptional cases, which i don’t feel like talking about them here.

Seriously, i’m TROUBLED over that and it is really spoiling my mood everyday.

The thought of it will simply pop out every now and then.

And everything i think about it, i’ll feel like hitting myself on my head.

Ohhh pleaseee.

Please, someone give me the courage to face it!

Although the problem will soon be solved, by itself, in like few weeks time.

The key thing is, how?

Will it be a Happy one or a Bad one.

And the funny thing is, i caused this problem myself!

Argh. I think my brain is not working now, at this hour already.

It seems that i have so many things to talk about, yet, i cant sort out my thinking now and i’m gonna end this post and perhaps, blog again tml when i wake up.

The reason i’m sleeping so late today is that tml i’m only having a lect at 4pm.

But i’m supposed to wake up early to camp at cors to check out the stupid tutorial add/swap/drop thingy.

Ahh, i guess i’ll just heck it.

This morning i set my alarm clock to 11am and i woke up and reset, woke up and reset, 11am->11:30am->12pm->12:30pm->1pm->1:15pm then i finally woke up.

Wah my 赖床skill really superb.

And the reason why i woke up at 1pm+ is so that i have enough time to ballot for round2 before i go set off to school at 2pm+.

And the last night i still wanted to wake up at 11am to jog –_-.

Lol.

I overestimated myself.

I shall force myself to wake up before 12pm tml so that i can have a decent lunch and spend some time chilling at home before i set off for school at 2pm+ tml.

I’m like spouting lots of nonsense now la.

I think i shld just go and sleep now…

BYE.

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