im supposed to be sleeping at this time.(have to wake up at 6am+ tml and reach bedok reservoir for out-camp-run tml)

but im not.

i dunno why, i just dont feel like sleeping.
i cant seem to enjoy my weekend and out-of-camp days.

and im not really looking forward to tml's out-camp-run at bedok reservoir ...

maybe i'll keep feeling this way till i get what i love back.