but who knows, its might be out of obligation.
i care about how ppl feel about me.

i treat friends importantly.
i mean it.

maybe at times, too much.

its very taxing for me
to be always pleasing ppl.
maybe someday i shld tell ppl right in their face.
i dont like you saying/doing that to me.

many alot of times, im pissed off.
but wat can i do?
i dont wanna spoilt the "fun".
maybe for them its fun.
but not for me.

im thinking too much again.

somebody told me
i lack the confidence at times.
and tat somebody wanted me to be more sure of wat im doing.
and be confident abt it.
im indecisive, verymuch.

i feel
i need to be stronger. really.


there was alot of reorganisation of thoughts and behaviours.

i really admire and aspire,